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16 May

I lost my laptop somewhere in between SF and LA and a couple of shots and a fight with a dude. So that’s a bummer. Hopefully it will turn up, but you know, it probably won’t.
I was robbed this week. Missing some very valuable things. Can’t figure out who my fucking agent at State Farm is. So, not much help with the renters insurance yet.
My mouth is dry and tastes of coffee. But like coffee powder.
I had a panic attack last night so I took about 9 ativans and that’s all I remember about that. Then time to wake up.
I basically feel like I’m dying, it’s 6am on Mother’s Day. Happy Mother’s Day mommies!! And my mommy in particular.
So since I’m bad at letting people know what’s going on here ya go.
I flew to Mexico with Brande on April 25. Flew back April 29 to LA. Flew to SF on the 30th, shot public disgrace at night and flew to Kentucky in the morning. Flew back to LA on the 6th. Flew to sacramento the 8th for a hearing. Flew back to la. Now flying back to Sacramento.
Also i haven’t been home at all. My friend Victor is trying to cut back on his drinking and he can’t be alone so I’ve spent every night since I got back from Kentucky with him. His house is beautiful but I had a panic attack last night because, I guess I just needed some me time..
Southwest isn’t giving the credit I deserve. I should be preferred by now god dammit!
I’m ready for laser eye surgery on Tuesday. I hope it works and I never have to wear glasses again.
I heard that my IUD is potentially inferring with my cortisol levels? Anyone know about that?
I’m freezing. I have nothing in my bag. It’s just for show I guess. It had a laptop at one point, but……meh. You win some you lose some.
I’m involved in some fun social circles where everyone acts like your friend but is really your enemy and you always have to watch your back. Which kind of perpetuates the shitty cycle.
I miss having friends. Like I had in SF. I have 3 max in LA. So that is sort of sad for me.
I want to go to the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth before the flight, but knowing my luck I’ll miss the flight if I do that. So…..
Oh I also lost my wallet. Did I already say that? Cool. Just want to make sure the full shit show package is clear.
And I want a classic car, and an RV, and the money that was stolen from me back, and to not be around untrustworthy snake children anymore.
I have no present for my mother except the fact that I am flying to see her and that is making me cry as I stand in line to board the plane.

So there I am in a nutshell.

xoxo

Princess Donna

#WWPDD Advise Column: How to Bring the Top Out

5 May

From: Mickey
Subject: WWPDD — New Question From a Reader!
I have this boyfriend and hes a toootal dom… hes scared of it though. T_T (If you can’t tell I’m a switch but I lean to the sub side lol) I really want to see and most of all FEEL him let loose! I think it would be good for him to let it out and it would be wonderful to know that it was ME who finally reached it ya know? What do I do?!

Dearest Mickey,

There are all kinds of ways to bring out someone’s dominant side. The most obvious of course is….telling them what you want. Establishing trust and good communication is generally what people will advise. I advise that too. But since you are asking me this question I’m going to go out on a limb and say you’re looking for, well, more than someone to tell what you already know.

Not everyone likes to talk about sex. For lots of people talking about what you want in the bedroom ruins the fantasy and it isn’t hot. This is probably because we have been feed this notion that there is a “right person” for us out there, and when we find them things will just click and the sex will be amazing and we will live happily ever and blah, blah, blah. So, for some people having frank discussions about likes and dislikes sex wise makes things clinical and unsatisfying.

Also, sometimes if you try and talk to a partner about experimenting with something new sexually they feel like you are saying they are a bad lay and then the sex gets even worse because they feel awkward and inadequate.

I know that I personally can’t let lose when the fear of being judged or laughed at is present, so start by stroking his ego, and his cock at the same time if you like. Tell him how great he is and stuff.

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Once you have him buttered up and feeling confident you can express your desires through words or actions or both. Words – please slap me, please choke me, or please do X to me. Actions – take his hand and put it on your throat, or what I often like to do, hurt them first.  A little game of antagonizing your partner can go a long way. You start hurting him A LITTLE until he starts hurting you back. I always have fun with that game :) In scenes and in real life, I tell people, if I hit you, it’s cause you aren’t hitting me hard enough!

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The important thing is that when you do get him to start exploring his dominant side you show him that you like it! Pull him closer, smile, moan, say you like it, or do whatever it is you do to convey enjoyment.

People are often scared by the thought of hurting another person, so you’ve got to alleviate that fear by showing him that you are loving what he is doing. Hopefully, when he sees how much you are getting off on it he will start getting off on it too and that will give him the freedom to unleash his inner dom :)

The bottom line: Never underestimate the power of positive reinforcement.

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Look at all those smiling people! Yay sex!
Xoxo

Princess Donna

Playing Video Games with Zach

4 May

That’s right. You heard me BIATCH!!!!

xoxo

Princess Donna

Butt Sex and our True Selves

3 May

I woke up dreaming about Kelly and Spencer. Kelly and I were having butt sex. But it wasn’t like steamy crazy rip your clothes off buttsex. It was like friendship buttsex. It was really sweet, but almost like we were both, I dunno, I don’t know how to describe it. Reading instruction manuals at the same time.

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Then we were outside with Spence, and Kelly disappeared for a minute and then reappeared in this CA-RAY-Z car and told us he was going to pick up Brande. As he sped down the driveway this entire patio popped out of the back of the car and I was like, wait, can we ride on that patio furniture while he drives this futuristic Ferrari type car. Apparently we could because some people ran up and hopped on. I ran up too, but I was too slow I guess and the car pulled away. I kept chasing it down the driveway and calling out Kelly’s name, but he never stopped and I fell on my face and called his name out one more time and then I woke up.

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I opened my eyes and looked around the room. Where am I, I thought to myself? I don’t recognize that wallpaper. I’m laying next to my mother but this isn’t my parents house. This isn’t my house, not in San Francisco or LA. Where the fuck am I? And then I rolled over and saw the field out the window and realized I was in Kentucky.

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I searched for my phone remembering that I had been drunkenly text yelling at someone. I remembered that I told him last night I would say sorry in the morning. I got up to pee while thinking about what self is true? The one that tells you off at night or the one that apologizes in the morning. Then I went to get a water from the fridge and drink a couple of things out of the carton. They were all too warm. So I turned the temperature down.

Xoxo
Princess Donna

Honestly

2 May

Honestly today I’m a little depressed.

I read this great blog post that a girl I only met once, but really liked, wrote about Public Disgrace and me.
http://slutever.com/public-disgrace/
I love the video on the video she did for Vice about San Francisco. She’s so beautiful and smart and funny. And she has this cool blog and gets to do articles and videos for Vice and stuff, and honestly I’m just SO jealous.

I love what I do and I’m proud of what I make. But I want more.

I want to reach a wider audience and make funny videos and share my views on the world with people.
I guess I just have to start filming it and writing it and quit whining. Whining can take up a lot of energy. And stressing out. And worry. I waste too much energy being depressed and doing those things.

This is probably what makes me so goddamn creative and hilarious. Hilarity that most people will never get to see because I’ll never get to be anything more to people than a “sex freak pornographer.”

You know what, fuck that!

I’m a survivor, I’m not gonna give up, I’m not gonna stop, no, I’m gonna work harder.
Thank you Destiny’s Child.

I’m gonna get to work now. As soon as I get off this plane. And instead of whining about what I want, I’m gonna go out and fucking get it!
So there, I’ve given myself my pep talk for the day. When are they going to start serving the fucking booze on this plane? Geeze Louise! What’s a girl got to do to take over the world and get a fucking drink in this joint?!

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Yours Truly,
Xoxo
Princess Donna

Pictures of our feet in the sand

28 Apr

IMG_0617 IMG_0650 IMG_0652 IMG_0653Yesterday Brande and I took lots of pictures AND lots of pictures of our feet in the sand. We kept saying we were taking them for Ed Fox, but I guess the truth is Brande and I are both foot pervs and we were taking them for ourselves. Took us, oh, I dunno, 3 hours of rubbing and intertwining our feet in as many sexy foot positions as we could think of for that fact to dawn on us. Here are just a few.

xoxo

Princess Donna

Memories, That’s What Camera Phones are For

27 Apr

Well this morning I felt like I was in the movie “The Hangover.” I’m not hungover. That’s not why. It’s because I started looking through my pictures from last night and you know, remembered that I got a tattoo…..when I saw the picture of myself getting it.

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It was a good day. Brande and I spent most of it on the beach.

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We found some comfy beds right there on the sand. I bought a new bathing suit.

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We swam. We drank tequila. We ate tacos.

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We went to dinner with her parents. We drank some wine. I decided that we should get tattoos, but Brande is smarter than me, so as it turns out I’m the only one who actually got one.

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Kind of reminds me of this one time in Brooklyn when a cab driver was holding my friend and I hostage in the cab. He had locked the doors, but we unlocked them and had the doors propped open a little bit. So then he wouldn’t stop the car. He was running red lights and speeding through Brooklyn. Eventually he slowed down just enough for us to jump out and we said, “one, two, three, GO” and the next thing I knew I was on the pavement clutching my PJ Harvey cd and my friend was, um, not. She was still in the car.

I like the tattoo. It’s just not where I want it or the color I want so I guess I’ll just have to live with it or laser it….I’m kinda bummed truthfully. I wanted baby pink and it’s dark pink. I wanted it higher up on my neck closer to the hairline. I wanted Brande to get hers too.
The thing is getting a tattoo while drunk and in a foreign country with my friend was on my bucket list. So now I can cross that off.

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Also, I like having a visual reminder that every moment of your life changes your life forever. Every decision and every move you make steers you down a path. It has an affect on you and those around you. I knew this tattoo wasn’t the best idea. So even though it might not be the perfect tattoo I still appreciate the forever reminder of the decision I made that night and the affect it will have on my life. The way people will perceive me. The way I will see myself.
I think it’s good to remember that we always have a choice. We can’t control the world around us, and things will happen over which we have no say. The only thing we can control (when we are lucky) is the choices that we make, and the way we act or react to what life throws at us.

Lots’of other things were documented on my phone last night, but I’ll save those pics for another post :)

In other news people seem to be liking my gangbang which is up now on hardcoregangbang.com. And I am currently on a ferry.
Xoxo
Princess Donna

Notes from my Day

26 Apr

Fly from LAX to Mexico City. Eat. Miss flight to Cancun. Have to pay for new one. Lopst bags. Dude was an asshole and then we took a picture with him and then he was nice. Went to internet cafe for like 5 hours to email important documents to US. 50 pages printed then scanned ONE at a TIME so I could email them back. Took FOREVER.  Ate some chicken taqcos. Walked on beach. Found rave city. Found a more mellow bar area. Drank some twequila. Swam in ocean. Swam in pool. Security kicked us out. Went into a vacant hotel room with an open door to take a shower. Got kicked out by same secureity guard. Laughed. Went to bed.

I´m off to the beach now.

xoxo

Princess Donna

My Gangbang is Live!!! Check me out!!!

24 Apr

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Go to hardcoregangbang.com and watch! PLEASE!!!

xoxo

Princess Donna

Face Full of Jizz: Mia Gold

20 Apr

Mia Gold is hot. I am bummed I didn’t get a chance to jump in on her hardcoregangbang.com shoot. I mean, I guess I always have the option of writing myself in, but, it just didn’t happen this time :( I did get to fist her butthole to help loosen it up! That was really cool :)

I apologize for not having more pictures of this shoot. Sometimes I get wrapped up in the moment and I forget to whoop out my camera. But here she is getting jizzed on and with cum all over her gorgeous face!!!

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I want to have her back soon so I can write myself into the action!!:)

And one more thing…..BUY SHIRTS BITCHES! And be cool like James Franco!!!!!

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Shirts can be purchased at Princessdonnastore.com

xoxo

Princess Donna